Since then, it has been difficult for me to find words for this blog.
There is so much to say. And yet, there are no words.
I am grateful that I was able to be at her bedside during the last few weeks of her life. Words were difficult at that time too.
The words are in my heart, but they have a hard time finding their way out, to be spoken.
While she slept, and sometimes when we talked... I spun some silk on my spindle.
I finished spindling the last of this silk in the evening, a few days after we laid my mother to rest.
These threads have now become very special to me. There are words and tears and prayers and oh, so many emotions that were locked into the draft, the lengths and the wind on.
When I look at it, I don't see wraps per inch, or grist, twists per inch, yards or ounces, or even a future project. When I look at it, my thoughts are simply transported back to a time, a place, a moment, a conversation, a glance and a goodbye.
Many thanks to those who know me personally, and have sent your kind notes of sympathy. I appreciate them very much.
